F'ing Morning

What oh what do i despise mornings, i really fuking hate mornings. I hate waking up early getting less then 6 hours sleep then expected to jump straight up and go to work. I hate how disoriented i feel every single day knowing once I'm out of my bed it wont be at least another 10 hours, at least until i can get back in. I hate how its always colder or feels colder in the mornings. Climbing my way out of a warm bed, struggling out of a warm house to feel the bitter cold of the morning. I hate the trains and buses the roads everywhere is so pact why does everyone else have to be up at these god forsaken times.

and i really people who are a 'morning person'. all bright wide eyed while I'm struggling to keep just half an eye, from its natural response, to just shut tight and say fuk it, use me again in an hour.

fucking mornings

Waiting for that summer sun

Sitting here in bright, sun draped spring morning...oh no wait this is England and we have to wait good while before we see any real sun. Even when we do get glimpses of sun it isn't until May id say earliest that you can actually feel any real heat from standing in the sun. For now when your standing in the suns rays your only blinding yourself, looking up at the sun thinking i swear you used to be hotter then this. That's the problem winter comes we get snow sleet and rain, cloudy weather almost everyday. We wait for the sun to come we expect it to bring its warmth we want the heat i am tired of the fuking cold i am tired of wearing a shirt, a jumper, a big jacket, hat and gloves, just to go down the shops. So what happens when we finally get that ray of sunshine its just as bloody cold as when its covered in sun.

one more thing i sit at work Mon to Fri i could see the sun, outside my office window its not warm but its sun none the less. Come the weekend, what happens it fuking rains, how typical.

i feel stupid becuase of some elses stupidity

right now i feel pissed becuase of earlier entry, where i spoke of my numbers going up. well i didnt relaise that blogger, doesn't input a counter into its blogs and that was simply a profile view counter. either way i feel like an idiot which makes me more pissed at google/blogger thanks lads.

Car Trouble

Just to start off I'm writing this on my phone so just know this might not come out the best, plus all the fuking apps on Android and there ain't one for Blogger ain't they both fucking Google no!

Anyway just wanna say how annoying it is driving a car which constantly finds new and inventive ways to break down. I fix one problem and another one arises what bullshit! I'm so annoyed and paranoid that my car will find another problem I refuse to fill up my tank, just for it too breakdown again! I remember my last car I filled it up, and then it failled m.o.t because of co2 emissions wtf reason is that.

So half tank filling from now on, but even thats a risk!

not pissed just..well a bit pissed

now im not the type to be grumpy over nothing, tho this fuking weather were having aint it Spring, global f'ing warming, why is it raining. Worse then that they say it could snow now F me snow in bloody April there is just something wrong with that. Anyway im off topic what has got a slightly pissed off other then the fact that i still havnt got my other blog and i doubt i will (been reading up on it, shit does not look like i will Bsterds google), anyway other then that my blog counter seems to be rising. Now i dont know why its rising i have this one and another one www.jamjacko.blogspot.com , now neither this or the other one have barely anything in fact the other one only has an intro. so how or why is my numbers rising??? now im not pissed off about that hey im happy dont get me wrong whats got to me is because i have two blogs i can't from the dashboard see the individual blog numbers, not a big deal now but if i continue to post u know i'd like to know. anyway i just think thats a bit stupid, maybe there is a way to check from the blogger dashboard or maybe i have to put a counter in for each page either way its more work and it should just say it there.

either way im tired of writing now i said my piece...

bloody google

this is just a quick rant, just checked my blog today i wasnt able to access my gmail account i had been blocked had to get them to send me an sms to my phone to unblock it, what the fuk. then i finally sorted that out looked at my blog and bang hey presto what you know they have signalled one of my ones as spam fuking idiots. now i think its finally sorted and i should be getting it back which to be fair wasn't a hard or long process still it was uneeded thanks google!

ffs

you know what i started this because i was pissed off, why am i pissed off a catalogue of different things. Would explain further then what the fuck would i write in the rest of the fucking blog. i know im swearing if your too young to read it then why the fuck have you clicked on it. infact i remember being young any little, fuck or shit was like fucking taboo you never heard that shit. Now everyone is so desensitized to that shit nobody gives a flying fuck anymore. Except lonely household mothers who really should get a fucking job, saying that i really should be doing mine instead of this...but fuck it.

why did i write this i wanna rant i wanna say some shit, about stuff that pisses me off. if u dont read it then good, piss off, don't...i just hope this against no google rules in which case it will prob be flagged taken off ahh pissed well ill put an over 18's, so no one should report it. although i know there has to be at least one bloody guy that will thanks by the way.

anyhow wanted to talk about the stuff that pisses me off have i already said that. Well was gonna go into some shit which has pissed me off today untill i tried to pick a name for this blog. every fucking name was unavailable, i mean how many people on this site. I even looked up the sites that i wanted they hadnt wrote more than two fuking words i mean at least put the effort in or let me have the fuking name, any how fuk it got this sticking with it doubt ull find it because how could you? retorical, and yes my grammer and spelling may not be perfect and that may piss you off well like i give a shit, thats your problem why you reading it...saying that insulting you is probably not the best thing to do, whoever you is???

now piss off out my head this is for me